0. Introduction

I am an Indian based in the US. I am 25+ years old and work at a very good tech company in the Silicon Valley. I was always good at academics and managed to get into good educational institutions and tech company in India. I worked for sometime and decided to pursue my Master's in the US. I got admitted into a very good university and completed my Master's. I am in one of the best tech company of my field. I am a gay/bisexual. Being from a conservative family, it cannot be expressed easily to your family, friends and peers. Therefore, I decided to start this blog and pen down my thoughts in the form of stories. While many of you may or may not agree with the contents presented in this blog, I would like to make you aware of some of the things from the LGBT community. Sexual orientation is not a matter of choice for many of us. If you are born straight - very good. (Un)fortunately, for us we are born with a mindset that attracts us to people of the same sex. This mindset starts at a very young age and becomes more dominant as one reaches the adolescent stage and later. However hard you try, you always tend to look at a boy who is smart, funny, etc. I also like girls and will probably end up marrying one. But given a choice, in an ideal world, I would like to marry a man of my choice. Being gay is not always about sex. Like your relationships. we also like to exchange messages, have long late night calls, surprise your partner, plan something special for your partner's birthday, Valentine's Day, kiss each other, pamper one another, share your happiness and problems, pacify your partner when they are angry and above all just enjoy your partner's company and plan future with your partner. The only difference being my partner is of same sex as myself. I am also with strong BDSM traits. I am a slave and possess strange fetishes natural for a slave. These fetishes cannot be overcome easily and they are embedded into my psychology. One thing also to be noted is that these things are voluntary. I like to relinquish control of myself to my partner, most often called Master. I like enduring pain, both physical as well as emotional, to the satisfaction of my Master. Therefore, my humble request to all you people reading out this blog is that please try to be sensitive to people around you by refraining from making gay jokes, being vocal regarding your acceptance of the LGBT community. That friend in your friend circle maybe gay and may feel more accepted in the society. Believe me, we already go through a lot by not being able to share our feelings with anyone in this world and small gestures such as this go a long way in making us feel more comfortable. And please share this post on your social networking pages, so that it reaches maximum people.

Alright, lets begin. Well, where do I begin? How do I describe my boy, my love and my Master? He is the most smart, most handsome and the cutest person I have met in my life. He is also of my age and works in the same team as mine. He is wheatish brown in complexion, about 5'10" in height and has a normal build with brown eyes. He is a sports freak and follows most sports. He is also into fitness and works out in the gym every week. He is also technically brilliant and has worked well towards his career. He is the sweetest guy I have known and I desire him even more than ever. The fact that I see him everyday at work and suppress my feelings towards him, kills me. He helps me in my work many times. Sometimes, during meetings, I just get lost looking at him speak. His voice is music to my ears. I love him more than my life. I love the way he smiles. When he smiles, I am the one who is most happy. I just wish I am with him all the time. But with different friend's circle, it seems even more difficult to just spend some personal time with him. He is my buddy, my close friend and my eternal love. I haven't loved nor will I love anyone as much as him. I just wish to take him in my arms, kiss him and hug him deeply and tell him how much I love him and be prepared to sacrifice anything so as to spend the rest of my life with him and just surrender to him. I just wish he gets everything he wants in life and be blessed with all the success and happiness that a man can get.

These blog stories are the reflection of my feeling towards him. They are purely fictional characters and incidents that have never occurred in real. This is my way of expressing everything that I feel about him and help myself in letting out these feelings out of my system. There will be stories that I will post periodically. I hope you like them (for all the gays out there) or understand how it feels to be a gay (for all the straight people out there). Feel free to comment and express your reviews, suggestions about the post or even your own feelings, incidents and share it on other social networking sites. And if my boy is reading this, next time you see me, just smile and make me feel accepted. All you other guys reading, this life is too short to hate someone, spread love towards one another without being limited by any sort of boundaries .